inspirational 💕
do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being me
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my aesthetic: depression
Bulimia isn’t a long haired pretty girl bending over a toilet with a tragically beautiful face, it’s a puffed up miserable face with vomit dripping from it’s chin and a nose bleed. Anorexia isn’t a slim figure shyly refusing a cupcake, it’s hair growing all over you devastatingly freezing, malnourished body. Depression isn’t a model with running mascara staring into the sunset, it’s staring into the ceiling at 4am, eyes burning because you haven’t even got the motivation to close them. Self-Harm isn’t lovely boys kissing your arms telling you that you’re beautiful, it’s showers that sting and nasty scars that will last forever. Panic attacks aren’t crying into your lovers chest, them telling you everything is going to be okay, it’s feeling completely helpless and out of control, like every bit of oxygen has been taken from you.
Mental illnesses aren’t beautiful, they don’t make you special and don’t make people suddenly care about you. So stop throwing phrases around like they don’t mean shit and promoting illnesses to impressionable teenagers on the Internet.
ok google how do u make a mistake without feeling guilty for the rest of your life
- me: god i’m always tired
- mom: it’s because you don’t excersize
- me and my 6 tiring mental illnesses: yeah maybe
i wish i didnt have to depend on other people for my happiness
I love being angry from the moment I wake up so that I spend the entire day wanting to scream and hit people and throw and break things, it’s just the fucking best feeling
